uhm. . .i do not know

Good Morning everyone, i hoppe you guys have a great day or at least try too if it already got off to a ugh start. Well i've been up since 7:30am on my day off for why i really honestly do not know! I pondered that thought when i was blending my smoothie at 8am weird huh but i didnt feel like honestly consuming something that would really make me feel heavy because i was going to eat oatmeal. Well anyway today might be the day i get my NEW phone i'm so excitied but more excitied of the fact that me and my mother went and got me my fishies i wanted for a while since she will not allow me to have my puppy that i really want. Which happens to be a t cup terrier which are so adorable. But any who i bought my 5 fishies which i named Biggie,Sportie,Gucci,Sushi and Puchie. I just moved my lovies from the kitchen table to the top of my book shelf, they look so cute ") swimming around with the Patrick Star figure i put in the tank that i had to buy unwillingly i just watned a bowl but neway. i just fed them too. But i must go i might blog later i have to go jumo in the shower and be out so peace and blessings!

ALWAYS REMAiN POSiTiVE

lets recap

So what's been up guys?? Let me first say hello! Now lets get down to the last 5 days that i've lived through an endured. Tuesday uhm i do not know why but i can not recall it except for the fact that i went to work. Wednesday hmmm...work and uhm lemme see more work. Thursday i went to with a smile on my face because it was pay day and then after work i went to see my aunt whos in the hospital who thankfully got discharged today. while i was there i spoke to cee an her an we laughed like as if she was never in the hospital. the location though grim an dreary didnt stop us from laughing like we didnt have a care in the world. i was there from like 5 till idk 7 i think and while i was there Cee had asked me to come with her back to hee house so that i could help her look at some colleges an we did Oh and her pops my lovely uncle took me to get my check very pleased by my check and after all we talked about an shizza we waited for her boyfriend to come pick us up which was to take me home an so that they can talk i guess but whatever. Friday i went to work and since no kids were there i got to sit around aim'ing all day later that night i went out with my buddy china man,Cee,my Joshie PoO, his sister, my bestest Puzzle and my lil brother from another mother. we all went to play pool and then out to eat. We talked we laughed we shared sex tips an advice with the youngins who seem to be confused obviously lOl but it was good. Came home at 3am only to pretty much pass the hell out cause i was dead tired. And that leads us to today i went an ran errands with my moms paid my cell phone bill, took back the movie i rented Nick An Norah's infinate playlist is a cute movie. My godson came an chilled with me for a lil bit it was good to see him finally gave him his xmas gift yes i kno that was a bad god mommy move. Ok this it idk what else i could say so lemme think hmm..Peace guys!!

ALWAYS REMAiN POSiTiVE

New Year New State of Mind

Okay so i was sitting here thinking and pondering about what have i been doing that i haven't been doing last year and the answer is uhm one thing uhm more positivity. So as i realized that the only new thing is more positivity i came to the realization that I'm getting older 21 is right around the corner for me 4 months an counting. I'm still doing some of the things I've already done i want some excitement and some good pain. I haven't worked out in so long it bothers me i want to transform my body into something even more special. I gotta get back on my workout grind. I felt so good working out the sweat the burn, the soreness the next morning was awesome i felt a sense of pride it was awesome. And then idk what happened i got lazy an started slacken womp womp but i'm really tired of being non energetic like i was. The pic of i love me is so true if you don't love you who will. And as for me i do love me genuinely but theres always room for improvement. Its time to workout again!! Another is accomplishing whatever i put my mind to. Another is being more people friendly like i already am but i feel i could be better with my people skills. I need to get my fashion game up like i am into fashion trust i know something bangin without a doubt but my funds do not match my taste goshness; but i got this in due time all will be up to par. I was wondering if anyone new a good gym that would not cost me an arm an a leg?? OH SHOUT OUT TO ALL 5 OF MY FOLLOWERS THANX SO MUCH FOR JUST TAKiNG THE TiME TO JUST READ SOME STUFF THAT GOES ON OR BOTHERS ME. HUGS AND KiSSESZ TO YOU ALL!! On another note Sunday i went to church an during the services they always ask if someone feels it in their heart to come to the LORD. My two best friends went up and went to be saved. As i was sitting up in the balcony with my friends "boy friend" and my closest friend's sis i started to cry idk why but i did. My cousin came an sat next to me and i was talking to her about going up and she was like if its heavy on your heart you should go an as she was saying that the preacher said i can tell that there's someone else out there wanting to come but was scared an i SWEAR HE WAS SPEAKING TO ME and ME ALONE. idk all of a sudden i found myself walking downstairs to him an by the time i got to the 3rd row i broke down i just couldn't help myself it was ridiculous. The pastors wife one of the deaconess's brought me downstairs to show me the next step in being SAVED. My hand and body was shaking like a stripper it was crazy i couldn't even write my name an number. Now when it was all said an done an me and Cee went back upstairs everyone wanted to hug me an every time someone hugged me i started to cry now this is out of my nature i dislike crying strongly specially in front of people. It came to the point where i couldn't hug anyone it was ridiculous. Ok as church ended i was trying to figure out what this all means.Guess what i came up with...don't worry I'll wait...yeah uhm nothing the whole day i was in like a trance like state it was crazy i laughed for like all of 2 minutes when my uncle came into my aunts hospital room an started pulling out food an beverages from the jacket of his soot he was like Houdini lmao. I read the bible and came up with stuff about what this means but still no clear answer i just do not know. OKAY I'm sorry for getting a little religious on you guys i just needed to vent is all an reach out to at least one. Thas it i'm finished, peace!

ALWAYS REMAiN POSiTiVE

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