Good morning all, i figured i'd blog this morning hopefully nothing will distract me at the moment. i tryed doin this post twice yesterday but didnt succeed like it just wasn't workin for me;but newho hows everybody been doing? i hope well. well lets pllay catch up. one of my fishies died Puchie may he rest in piece. it was so weird how he died i swear he didnt like my best friend kevii cause honestly as soon as he came he stopped moving an floated to the top. "( tear tear. What else uhm..my other close friend who was supposed to be going to the army,well they pushed his basic training date back once again and he's pissbut he'll live. Nothing real exciting if u ask me except for this one little thing, whiole i was at work sometime last month there was a girl who came into my class an was shy at first but came around due to my lovely 10 year old trapped in 20 year old's body kinda lOl but neway while we was watching this movie somebarbie and the pegases something to that effect. She told me that you know thats real, i was like what the flying horses she was like no silly theres angels that protect us and there's a kingdom too and the angels stay there cause they can't stay on the clouds cause they would fall through. i was speechless for a minute and was like thats right there is. this made me think omg kids are so innocent and so attentive and just darn out cute well some lOl. Now to more recent things i have recently found a new booskie/flow or as i say my new friend. see it goes a lil something like this... i met this kid a while ago informally but i still met him one day a hott minute ago and then sometime in january we met up again formally exchange names and stuff i just new him as the cute guy with the nice eyes. he happened to be friend with my cousin's 'friend' as well turns out to be cousins i was like holy crap wait what! but neway that he flirted with me and stuff but i didn't payit any mmind i chalked it up to him being slightly tipsy an seeing that i was completely sober i really didnt pay it any mind. i just laughed at his drunken jokes and just hung out with the boys, we exchanged at the time what was my number and since my phone at that time was off i didnt take his i just gave him mine. well 2-3 days later i got his s/n from my cousin who knew him first so i stole it from her but however never had the courage to hit him up. Well saturday while me and my girls were waiting for the bus to go to the galleria we saw him and my i say he looked hott as usual whilei was looking like uhm we'll just say not that dope but being that i'm me i was still cute lol, but neway he stopped talk to us and i couldnt help but to glanc at him nonchalantly from time to time until he was like soemthin something something you know i would love to give you a full body massage and i was like wait what!? he was like yeah i would like to give u a full body massage and i was like well arent u just smooh huh, quite bold arent u and some other were said but i'll leave it there. He asked for my number and i didn't oblige i gave it and as soon as i did that our bus came we parted ways and literally within 2 minutes of me being o the bus he text me and i was well okay then. as we were texting he was like well i wana be with you tonite is it possible we can chill? i was like oh uhm (shocked, kinda random) yes we can i figured what the frigid why not. While we were shopping he was texting me wwe texted pretty much through out the whole day and then he goes im home just figured i'd let u know i was like ok he was hit me up whenever you guys get back into our side of town, i agreed an conitnued to shop. we all agreed we were going to my cousins house and watch movies he came along with my cousins "friend" and we all just vegitated in front of the screen he sat in between my legs the whole time during one movie and we flirted whisper with each other his touch was so nice so smooth an senual we had to behave i did take notice that we have alot of sexual chemistry its ridiculous but whatever i was trying my best to remain very lady like no kissing nothing but that went out the window when he kissed me because i didnt say no because on the inside i so wanted him to. my friend sent me text message while we were siting next to each other talking about behave over there you two lol. we watched two movies and after the last was over my cousins 'friend' was ike hes leaving he was being weord that night but neway since they came together they left together he hugged me and kissed me on the cheek an i told him to text me later he responded with ofcoarse and he was gone. sunday rolls around and i do not know why but i was sitting there waiting for a textfrom him like crazy and i hate that feeling of being the waitee i was like nah F that and as soon as i put him out of mind he text me and asked me how was my sunday going after the sometime he stopped texting me and i was like u know like wtfrigged so i got a text from my homegirl janee we talked and she made me feel better about the situation because i did F up and text him an hour later when he wasnt texting me. i so wanted to kick myself. Through it all he text me back like 50 million hours later and from then on out we texted back to back. in the text convo we we're having he asked if he could see me yesterday and i said yes an since it snowed like a dickens here in good ol' NY he came o my house. well indeed booskie came over yesterday an met my mom and the lil bro and chilled with me an talked and kissed and just simply made me feel like i was literally on cloud nine. we spoke and he told me that he liked me for a whle but never said anything i was ike wtfrigged he was like im sorry i was shy. so with his truthfullness i admitted that even though i changed numbers i did an do have his s/n and never hit him up not once and he was like what!? i was like im shy wtfriged u want from me i didnt have the courage yet goshness lOl.But we chilled and talked fought over the remote. something about that man make me feel so comfortable and like its only the second time we chilled it felt like it was supposed to be but who knows as for now we shall just go with the flow!
ALWAYS REMAiN POSiTiVE
peace guyz
