i know i've been m.i.a. but i'm back at it again

hey guys hows everything been going? well lets play catch up me and that person i was speaking of like ages ago have broken up,separated whatever the case maybe but all i know is liars an cheaters never prosper an he shall not. it upsets me to know that i couldn't make him happy as she does but w/e glad i didn't give up the goods! lOl that three month rule sure weeds out the frogs from the prince's. But on my m.i.a hiatus I've worked,slept chilled, and at on point kicked it with the one who cheated an lied. i also went up to UA (university at Albany)great school cool people. while i was up there  got information about the school an even spoke with an admissions counselor. while i spoke i had to tell him what my GPA was an i was so proud to say but was very modest with it, i nonchalantly said it was a 3.65 sir. the look on his face was well hell fill out the app an get your paper work together an I'm pretty sure you will be here by the fall.excited yes; scared even worse knee knocking and all. when i arrived back down to my town i was relieved to be home due to the fact that i needed a break from my best friends. Now don't get me wrong i love them to peices but sometimes i just need sometime to myself yah know. the next day whilei was at work @ approximetly 4pm i was hit with the feeling of incompleteness. i feel like every time i get a grip i begin to slip. its just trying these days like i'm unhappy with my weight at this moment like i've been cool about me being chubby for a while until i stepped on my worst enemy an seen the ugly truth an so wasn't pleased with it but heck i'm still cute though with out a doubt.(gotta be confident yah kno not cocky what so ever.) i'm unhappy with my finacial status like ery time i have some money i spend it freaking shoppaholic i swear i can not save for beans yo its ridiculous. i have decided to better myself for a [Healthier,More finicialy stable Dominique] that would be super awesome an its starts from within an i must stick with it an i REFUSE to let ANYONE including MYSELF to get in the way of my GET FiT,GET RiCH plan. i just need to know if anyone has any tips about losing weight an simply being an staying healthy. As i was going through the incomplete sadness stage i was thinking of another College to attend an i was going through a few thats close but far from home so that i can still work at the job i have here because it pays well an i love what i do just can not stand my supervisor is all. but thas all i can think of for now lotz of love.